Farewell, Chester.

There was this one time where I’m holding a pen knife against my wrist, almost cutting it off at some random place while listening to radio so I won’t die lonely in a sense.  And this song came up out of the sudden: “The cycle repeatedAs explosions broke in the skyAll that I neededWas the… Continue reading Farewell, Chester.

Welcome July

June is gone just like this and yup, Hello July. Had been thinking lots all this while and I am really overjoyed that none of my overthinking triggered my bad mood swings like it used to be. Maybe cause too many things happened too quickly in a short period of time and it does makes… Continue reading Welcome July

Living for a dream

So I am here, trying to swim up in this very realistic Singapore life, trying to get myself to survive here. Apparently it is badly done. I am still trying to survive while trying to improve and do things freelance and still makes me money. But it just didn’t work out, I didn’t try hard… Continue reading Living for a dream

Giving a compliment does not hurts

“Although I did not know how to helps you physically”, he said, “but I do not mind to open up a listening ear for you and support you when you needs it. You are the best to me and I know you need my support.” This words makes me feel so touched after being so… Continue reading Giving a compliment does not hurts

I am, Different.

I didn’t know this when I was in primary school, all i know is I don’t fits into those normal Chinese girl group. My best friends are a Malay and an Indian girl that somewhat falls out of a group like I do. In some sense I didn’t feel any abnormal. Stronger ideas came when… Continue reading I am, Different.

Is all this worth it?

I have been thinking of this for some time and is baffled over it. Well, it has been a rocky five years to reach this point of life where mood swings are not occurring that much as it used to be. There are things that I once feel confident and well does not even helps… Continue reading Is all this worth it?

My defination towards life

I believed all of us are here for a reason that we might never understand why. I believed we are all someone’s angel in a sense. There are things that I only found out after time or changes or I could probably never knows it for life. I believe life will not give us goes… Continue reading My defination towards life