New year, same shitty ass.

All across my personal social media, there’s this tag that irks me the most: new year new me.  I don’t anti that but seriously, no one really changed much by the end of the year, except getting fatter and more irritating. *rolls eyes* Well, it was a year I never thought things will get so… Continue reading New year, same shitty ass.

Last days of 2017.

Well, everything comes and goes with a blink of eye. This year is a shitty yet not so shitty year to me. Despite my relapse wasn’t that often that often this year, which I’m totally grateful for, but there are so much more I came across that shook me off at a snap. Although I… Continue reading Last days of 2017.

Welcome July

June is gone just like this and yup, Hello July. Had been thinking lots all this while and I am really overjoyed that none of my overthinking triggered my bad mood swings like it used to be. Maybe cause too many things happened too quickly in a short period of time and it does makes… Continue reading Welcome July

Giving a compliment does not hurts

“Although I did not know how to helps you physically”, he said, “but I do not mind to open up a listening ear for you and support you when you needs it. You are the best to me and I know you need my support.” This words makes me feel so touched after being so… Continue reading Giving a compliment does not hurts

Getting yourself up

It is a never easy thing to deal with, especially when you first got diagnosed and feel the whole world is tumbling in. Feeling rather restless, worst when your family aren’t understanding and thought it is just like a diarrhea or a flu. I was lost then. Like a jellyfish that is floating around, it… Continue reading Getting yourself up