New year, same shitty ass.

All across my personal social media, there’s this tag that irks me the most: new year new me.  I don’t anti that but seriously, no one really changed much by the end of the year, except getting fatter and more irritating. *rolls eyes* Well, it was a year I never thought things will get so… Continue reading New year, same shitty ass.

Last days of 2017.

Well, everything comes and goes with a blink of eye. This year is a shitty yet not so shitty year to me. Despite my relapse wasn’t that often that often this year, which I’m totally grateful for, but there are so much more I came across that shook me off at a snap. Although I… Continue reading Last days of 2017.

Extrovert Best Friend

It has been ten freaking years since I knew her. My first impression of her was that why would anyone be this fucking noisy in such a place? Can she not just shut up for a single moment?  And toward her first impression of mines is no where better too. She thought: How can someone be such… Continue reading Extrovert Best Friend

Fairy tales, what is that?

Like every kid, I grow up reading those tales where it has a extraordinary outcome of the poor, abused ladies living happily ever after with a prince or simply someone who is rich as fuck. But all this are never a reality even in the olden days so why would one should believe in this?… Continue reading Fairy tales, what is that?

Welcome July

June is gone just like this and yup, Hello July. Had been thinking lots all this while and I am really overjoyed that none of my overthinking triggered my bad mood swings like it used to be. Maybe cause too many things happened too quickly in a short period of time and it does makes… Continue reading Welcome July

The relationship advice to me

It has been two years since I last have a date. I was serious, and we almost got engaged. I bring it up, cause I do feel like I was paying more then he does. I often thought that it was due to my personality and such. This, was the first serious relationship I ever… Continue reading The relationship advice to me

Giving a compliment does not hurts

“Although I did not know how to helps you physically”, he said, “but I do not mind to open up a listening ear for you and support you when you needs it. You are the best to me and I know you need my support.” This words makes me feel so touched after being so… Continue reading Giving a compliment does not hurts