Not updating? Nah.

I know it has been many days I have not touch this little space. But something that I never thought of, some one who would really reads it anyway. I often would give up, “give up” on something that I wasn’t given attention to or not going to give attention at all. And yes, I… Continue reading Not updating? Nah.

New year, same shitty ass.

All across my personal social media, there’s this tag that irks me the most: new year new me.  I don’t anti that but seriously, no one really changed much by the end of the year, except getting fatter and more irritating. *rolls eyes* Well, it was a year I never thought things will get so… Continue reading New year, same shitty ass.

Last days of 2017.

Well, everything comes and goes with a blink of eye. This year is a shitty yet not so shitty year to me. Despite my relapse wasn’t that often that often this year, which I’m totally grateful for, but there are so much more I came across that shook me off at a snap. Although I… Continue reading Last days of 2017.

The aftermath 

Yes I have a “mini” breakdown without anyone knowing. Yes, here comes the Miss. Aftermath of me being sick for next few days.  It set me thinking again.  Am I going to be this sickly all my life? How much more battles am I going to fight just to be fully “recover” from this irritating… Continue reading The aftermath 

Living for a dream

So I am here, trying to swim up in this very realistic Singapore life, trying to get myself to survive here. Apparently it is badly done. I am still trying to survive while trying to improve and do things freelance and still makes me money. But it just didn’t work out, I didn’t try hard… Continue reading Living for a dream